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Things Are Most Beautiful Just As They're About To End

by Flashback Humor

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Running out of things Things that make me happy I would do anything just to feel anything again Like the palm of your hand Just something other than My newly lifeless head These holes I dig myself Are exacerbated by everybody else You're of no help to me I guess finally we'll see Who makes it alone These holes I dig myself Are exacerbated by everybody else People expect so much from you They don't seem to realize They don't seem to realize The toll it takes The toll it takes on you
2.
Sometimes It's good to reevaluate your own life Or else everybody's gonna leave you Don't want to put up with your act Who's gonna be to blame for that? I'm finally finding my own way Seems the only way out is going further in And though I gave you all of me You still found ways to demand that I do everything Like find out how You're using all you have on hand To avoid any real world responsibility You can't play god and control everything I view that past as my most tainted memory Won't be different this time You're in for a wild ride Take it from me it's all for show To lure you back and never let you go If I even had the option to stay Your constant nonsense drove me away How easy do you think it is? Putting up with someone who only knows how to quit And strike down what everyone else says You show respect to both no one and nothing Everyday a tidal wave of complaining Comes crashing down upon all of the poor heads Of anyone who's listening So I'll conclude You show the worst of you And when they realize it You'll have the best day yet Feeling the freedom breeze Hold them and let them breathe There's nothing wrong with you Do what impassions you Don't let the evil win Just start opening your eyes
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Norman 03:54
Had to act in self defense The whole town thinks it was an accident Never been apart Together we'll build ourselves a new start Can't go on as-is Pay people off to keep things hid She held me close and said, "Norman you're not like other kids" I try to make new friends, she says, "That's not necessary" And every time I bring them home she says, "You know they're dirty" Don't try to hide it She knows everything When I'm alone it seems I'm forced to live in my own dreams Always outside the rest But mother says it's for the best No one for company I try to love, she intervenes Always shows up to say, "Why would you need anyone but me?" Says they've got troubled heads But I think they're just lonely Stay out of my head mother I know what I'm doing Don't try to hide it She knows everything If there's a secret she'll find it If there's a body she'll hide it When danger's coming to end me She's always there to protect me Oh what would I do without her? She calls, I answer She's my higher power She knows what's best So I'll do anything It's looking cold out there And by the way you're dressed You look unprepared Here's a key, you're in room 8 Enjoy your stay at Motel Bates
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I didn't think it possible To find what you are Thought the light inside your eyes Was reserved for just the stars So suspend your disbelief And you'll see what I can see Right in front of me I'm watching myself go stark raving mad To say out loud what I know You make nature want to sing And defy everything
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You know we all want it But no one will ask for it All my life These desperate feelings were a one-seat ride I'm dying for someone to hear me write How it just takes a second And she'll change your mind With the bat of an eye Completely change who you are inside You'll go against what you know is right And pretty soon you'll find That those once by your side Are now nowhere in sight Oh, with everything that you try She falls deeper inside And in her absence you'll cry In the dead of the night I would be lying if I said that when we were friends You weren't the reason that I turned out the way I did In truth you were the biggest part of me "Give it up," they say, "time to move on" I said "no I can not, it isn't easy" But I don't like Having these knots eat me alive Gonna own the rest of my life The way I dream it up And I can't change what you did to me But I'm the only one who can set me free
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Night Drives 02:10
Hold on, I don't want you to fall out Of this vehicle Slammed your head against the ground Wonder how long you were still there I wonder if you could hear my last words Because of this you'll never know And I don't wanna make it out if you don't It's late Roads were bad, I should've known That something wouldn't go quite right But I had to get you home I'm captivated by your charms We should have slept in each other's arms If it occurred to me That this is the last time we'd ever breathe I'd tell you what I felt for you Before they sent teams out Searching for our bodies Waited to long to let it show But I'll hold your hand buried in the snow This is the end
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How could I not know? The entire time, you were miles past the line Living two lives Building up a lie That you knew would destroy my life Always the one you think it is You can't help but go back to them They've got a hold stronger than sin Won't be surprised when it happens again Fooled too many times, Used me as a ticket for the ride How the fuck does this happen twice? Know when to let go, Enough is enough, You know you can't go on like this Won't stand for it, no And if I see him one more time You know I'll kick his teeth in How could you let him in like that? I see him ravaging your body I almost cut my eyes in half To save myself from ever seeing again I'll take a bus to god knows where Because anywhere is better than here And if I see you, full speed ahead And the collision will send you both down Down in the dirt where you belong And you'll both finally be home Deep in hell in each others' arms Alone at your funerals
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Feel the conflict surrounding me Watch them crawl right in Make their homes under my skin Lost my trust in me Try to conversate Cannot find my safer place With you anymore And I don't like the way it is No healing, just crying And I watched them walk right in You let them walk right in Gonna need a doctor when you go Been stripped of all my rights Get no sleep without a fight And it'll stick with me forever
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And all they say just isn't fair Which do you want more? Shove the words back in your mouth And pick one thing That's important enough to talk about Like why put up with Anything less than what you wanted? Do for yourself what you feel compelled You feel it now and you know it's coming You try so hard but it's not subsiding Give em the ol' razzle dazzle
10.
Pumping gas for the first time Without you in the seat next to me Demanding that I leave the keys So you could listen to the radio And I know that driving doesn't seem to help But it's better than waiting For calls that are not coming I take long walks around 6 o'clock each night Reliving that day when I was too late Now I live in sunset purgatory Waiting for our spirits to leave our bodies To unite once more on top of Old trees growing new leaves And I see everywhere From way up here You gotta let go before you grab hold We're fixing your heart and healing your soul When the sun gets low it's your time to go Let your spirit fly out the window Open your window
11.
Today's the day I'm gonna find out something Throw you into your own game I wanna see how you can play When the pressure's on You'll wonder how I dealt with it so long You'll know how I felt with you in my life When you wake up screaming every night Well it's sad and you know That it just goes to show You're never gonna get the chance You try and you fall Your legs break, so you crawl Drag along what's left in your chest Feel the spikes in your head Wipe the blood from your eyes Should have never gone outside Now I'll sit back and wait In the same chair that you did Rocking myself back and forth As you scramble for the pieces You told me you believed in heaven So why did you bring hell up here? A life of impure intentions I swear you'll never make it there Well it's sad and you know That it just goes to show You're never gonna get the chance You try and you fall Your legs break, so you crawl Drag along what's left in your chest Feel the spikes in your head Wipe the blood from your eyes Should have never gone outside
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Originally released physically on July 15th 2016, in a hand stamped gatefold sleeve, numbered edition /50

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released July 15, 2016

sprout - guitar, vocals
trevor - drums
jq - bass
ananto - saxophone
wes - superpark trailervisor

recorded by sprout and trevor during may/june 2016

mixed/mastered by wes meadows at sunnyvale trailer park

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